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Shizuo X Reader Chapter One

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*Flashback*

The last of the final exams had just finished and everyone was mingling around the hallways to head back to homeroom before the last bell rang for the day. You gathered your items from your desk after finishing your Math exam and proceeded to walk to your locker to grab your bag before heading there.

“Hey, _______! How was the exam?”
“Setsuko, hi! It went pretty well. Definitely aced it, haha. How about you?”
“Ahhh, I think I’ll live, heh. You are so smart, _____. Nothing fazes you.”
She gave you a little nudge on the side smirking as you laughed.
“It must be exciting to be going to Kyoto to study for college, huh?”
“Yup! I wonder what it will be like there. Probably nothing like Ikebukuro, haha. What do you plan on doing?”
“Definitely, ha! I think I will just stay here and find a part-time job for now so I can explore my options before heading to college.”
“That’s sounds totally like you.” You smiled at her, giving a small hug.
“Well, I better go. Need to grab some things from my locker before our last homeroom meeting. I’ll see you at graduation next week, okay?!”
“Definitely! See ya, _______!”
You both waved and parted ways to your respective destinations.

As you were about to reach your locker, you felt someone tap your shoulder from behind you and turned around. Before you even made the full turn, you already knew from the handsome smell who it was. It was the only person who could make you weak at the knees and speak incoherently whenever he was around you.

“Shi-Shizuo!! What are you do-doing here??”
“Dammit, why can I never talk to him clearly? I sound like an idiot every time!”
“Umm, hey, ________. Would you mind coming to the rooftop with me? I needed to tell you something.”
“SURE!” You yelled at the guy unintentionally as he stepped back slightly from the surprise.

“WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!” You told yourself in your head while mentally smacking yourself.

Every since you laid your eyes on Shizuo Heiwajima when you began your second year at Raira after moving from Yokohama, you had fallen completely in love with him regardless of the many times you saw him getting angry whenever anyone messed with his temper.

He seemed pretty normal whenever he was around you though regardless of your idiotic mannerisms that seemed to have stemmed up randomly. Shizuo originally was not much of a studious person until one day when you had  helped him figure out some questions for homework from the Science class you both had together back during the middle of second year.

You both finally reached the rooftop where Shizuo looked out over towards the baseball field from behind the fence. You were so nervous because you were hoping this would be the moment when he would finally confess his feelings to you.


“Please, oh please, let this be the moment for him to tell me he loves me!,” you anxiously hoped in your mind.

“________, so I know we have been friends for a while now. I have really appreciated how you never judged me based on my bad temper. Usually people are always scared to approach me. I have never really had a lot of friends but you always seemed to stick by me no matter what.”

You were holding your breath for what seemed like forever.

“You have always been such a nice person. What I’m trying to say is that…. _____, will you-- “
“Shizu-channnnn!” You both turned to look who was calling although you instantly knew whom from the nickname spoken.
Once you saw Izaya, you knoew what was about to happened and turned to a slowly angering Shizuo.
“IZZZAAAAAYYYAAAAA!! Leave me alone!”
“What’s wrong, Shizu-chan? Why are you all twitchy with _____-chan? Are you trying to tell her you l--.”
“SHUT UP, IZAYA! This is none of your business!!” You could practically feel the heat coming off from Shizuo’s body because off all the anger that was building up inside of him.
You then turned to Izaya. “Izaya, please leave. You have no reason to be here.”
You spoke to Izaya as calmly as you could because you were still eager inside to hear those five words come out of Shizuo’s mouth.

You never really liked Izaya because he seemed to make you nervous every time he was around. You didn’t know why but you just had a feeling it would be dangerous to be with him by yourself.
“Oh, but _____-chan, I already know what he wants to say. He wants to confess his loooovvvvveeeee for you, heeheehee.” Izaya snickered to himself.

That was when you heard the last thing you ever wanted to hear coming from the one person you loved the most.
“NO I DON’T! I DON’T LOVE ______!”
As soon as he said the words, Shizuo froze in place realizing what he just said and wishing he could take it back.

You could feel the tears welling up in your eyes and wanted to disappear right at that moment.

“He… doesn’t…. love me.” You were so torn by those simple words running through your mind.

“__-______, wait I didn’t mean it!” Shizuo tried to explain but you didn’t want to hear it.
Shizuo tried to grab your shoulders but you were so shaken up you ran through the rooftop door before he could. “______, wait! Izaya, this is all your fault!”
“What do you mean, Shizu-chan? I was only trying to helppp.” Shizuo saw the smirk form on Izaya’s facing before he left the rooftop to try to catch you.

You ran down the stairs all the way to the lockers to grab your bag all the while hearing Shizuo calling your name from a distance away. You didn’t want to see him; you were totally and utterly heart-broken thinking he loved you not realizing at that critically moment that he did indeed and it was his anger towards Izaya that made him say those unfortunate words. You couldn’t think clearly at all.

You made it to the gate and made the right past the gate and another right around the corner before Shizuo could reach the gate to realize he didn’t know which way you had turned. He wasn’t aware of which way you ran so he stood there helplessly at the gate.

“Dammit, I ruined everything…” Shizuo said to himself.

The next week at graduation you ended up avoiding Shizuo the whole time so as not to see him otherwise you would have broken down into tears again if you did.

As soon as the ceremony was over, you noticed Shizuo trying to begin looking for you, but before he could, you had already convinced your friends that it would be better to take pictures after lunch since you were hungry, which was a total lie just so you could get away from the school grounds, and was gone.

That time on the roof was the last moment you had seen each other before you ended up moving to Kyoto to begin college in a few months.


*End of flashback*

“I wonder what would have happened if Shizuo did say he loved me. Would I not
have left for Kyoto and decided to stay here? Is… he coming to the party…?”

You stood there pondering all of this nervously when you finally heard someone call your name.

“________- channnn…” As soon as you heard it, you knew who it was and it made you get goosebumps.

You turned around to see Izaya and gulped. You had never been with him by yourself before even when in high school so you didn’t know what to do except try to stand firm and tough.
“Hello, Izaya. What are you doing here?”
“Whoa, whoa, ______, no need for the hostility. I was only here because I knew you didn’t know about the change in venue for Shinra’s party.”
“Shinra and Celty invited you, too?” “Of course!”

You weren’t aware of that fact although you did know that Shinra was never particularly hateful of Izaya so you sort of understood why he was invited.

“Anyway, what do you mean change?”
“Shinra had some problems getting a room for us here so I offered him that he could use my apartment for the party since it was big enough to hold everyone. We didn’t have your number so I volunteered to come get you since I knew you would come here.”

“Oh.” You simply said understanding that you never really kept in touch with anyone here. You only knew about the party because the invite was sent to your parent’s house and they told you when you had called a week earlier.

“Well then, shall we go?” “Umm, okay.” You proceeded to follow Izaya from behind him in the direction he was going not seeing the evil smirk on his face.
Alright! Here is Chapter One! This is mainly just the flashback scene to the story.

Let me know what you think!

Shizuo Heiwajima and Izaya Orihara (C) Ryohgo Narita
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Sarolonde's avatar
Oh God, rule number one of DRRR, never NEVER trust Izaya!

Haha is it wrong to want Izaya to fuck everything up because he's just so damn funny?

I'm liking where this is going... EVIL Laughter!